tall on this earth



"Sometimes all I really want to feel is loved"

                           - Modest Mouse lyrics,
                             from edit the sad parts



http://youtu.be/49Gz0Jfp-jI



tall on this earth


hold flailing
                 hearts
on bridge
                 under
                 railing       
human      
hand         
                 warm
                 whisper
tall on this earth

wave of fog 
done by up-
welling       ocean's
                  dance
moon 
phase 
                 star
                 move-
                 ments          
tall on this earth

atmosphere  ex-
pansive      with
                  sentient
                  hills of
coastal
grass
                  bush        
                  lupine
head-         lands                  
tall on this earth                      

sun            vitamin
lagoon       
                  feathers
west          winds
                  track
                  wild-
                  ness    
warm        
whisper
                   human
                   hand
tall on this earth


A Butterfly for Oakland, 1974


 


Forgive me for forgetting you. 

You were meant to be forgotten.

"...not in the MoMA, the Whitney, 

the Met, Art Institute of Chicago, 

National Gallery of Art, Tate Modern,

Centre Pompidou, and others."*


"In major museums, women artists are

only 3 - 5% of permanent collections." **

Your fiery butterfly transformed in 


seventeen minutes of pyrotechnics

retrospective now at ten places.** 



Freedom and flight, ephemeral art,

messenger of the moment: If life is 

a dance then get up and move. Pro-

vocative artist, not drawn at gender

lines what we learn in four decades.

I'm remembering to remember you.




Judy Chicago in 1974 preparing A Butterfly for Oakland. In the background is the Alameda County courthouse aka Moby Dick (via the Black Panthers -  the building's belly has a jail)


Hello Children

Part I
Parental Guidance 


This is the place they say people come 
Reports of San Francisco’s demise have been 

from far, far, far away to find their dreams
greatly exaggerated* news this month that

Chasin' down these meteors and comets
monoculture matters not just for the loss of the

(chasin' 'em, chasin' 'em, chasin' 'em down)
unexpected or the creative, but because it rises 

Called dreams, in the sky of life
alongside the forced displacement of people.* 

(chasin' 'em, chasin' 'em, chasin' 'em down
Living off a heart of nuclear fire we unravel with-

Chasin' 'em, chasin' 'em) 
out understanding the sun and how the children

They say this is the place stars are born
of cosmos can come to know each other, how

This is the place where it can happen for you
we are all made of star stuff said Carl Sagan in 

(for you, for you, for you)
1981** (and he got arrested for protesting nuclear 

California knows how to make dreams sweet
bombs) because the cosmic perspective of ex-

California knows how to-
pansive supernova explosions mean catastrophe 

Whisper in your ear and tell ya you're a star
birthed the remainder of elements of us here 

You're a star, you're a star, you're a star, 
now me and you/us and them and nothing. 

You're a star and you keep on shinin'
Punished for no good reason - right?!

California knows how to make me smile 
I wanted to love you but everyone can't 

sometime yes they do (woo) yes they do
get together could be the tech buses the

California knows how to do what they do
illegal eviction notices that force out kids 

when they do what they do when they do 
and single mothers move to the central val-

what they do to me and you too, hey-ay-
ley desert shanty towns and levied slums,

California-how-hey-ay-ay (phenomenon, 
their men are locked down or shot dead.

phenomenon) worldwide original style (indeed)
Reports justify murder and occupation for-

It's everything they say, it's everything they say
getting our cosmic connection with the stars.

It's everything they say
It's everything they say.


all italics are lyrics from Mos Def's song Kalifornia (his version of Tupac Shakur's song)

*from article by Rachel Brahinsky, with Rebecca Solnit's monoculture appropriation, 
in Boom: A Journal of California, Summer 2014, Vol. 4, No. 2.

**I'm guessing around 1981 was when Carl Sagan said we are made of star stuff.


- - - - - - -
Part II 
I dedicate this one right here

To all my homies out there grinding.
You know what I'm saying? Legally and illegally...
You know what I'm talking about?
So, check it out:
-Lupe Fiasco's Kick Push 

http://youtu.be/Gl83mI69nX4


This part II is still in the works.


- - - - -
Part III
I'm the earth, wind, fire & the thunder



TREE OF KNOWLEDGE
an un-epithalamia 

GOLDEN FEET in 4 parts


Part I
Monarch The Grizzly 
===============
Stay tuned, there’s a new part of GOLDEN FEET in the making, about the bear grotto in SF's Golden Gate Park where Monarch lived after he was captured by a posse funded by William Randolph Hearst. This is a photo of him below.




----------------------------------------
GOLDEN FEET part 2
----------------------------------------


Return from the Bear Hunt, 1882
William Hahn (1829-87)

carcass of female California grizzly

GOLDEN FEET part 2


Her cubs are hiding there on the other side of that ridge. They heard her fight to the end, killed on that day when eleven horses and a dead buck came with nine men, five dogs, two boys, whips, ropes, and revolving rifles surrounded her. Golden Feet your cubs could live on without you. 


Extirpated fear for what, mother of honey? What did you do to her? The pain became too much for this Oakland girl, Filipina artist took her own life on Sunday. Seventeen and couldn't find a way out of the grief and despair. She'd taught us how to draw a cat, how to use color and how to put on a brave face for a while. Her shadow was not there then

Last Sunday nobody could save her. Honey paw, pride of the woodlands, what did we do?!


R.I.P. Alex Foronda 6/22/14

California grizzly (Ursus arctos californicus) extinct subspecies since August 1922 or 1924 or so they say...

---------------------------
GOLDEN FEET part 3
---------------------------

                 Bear effigy, ca. 1870, Haida 



          GOLDEN FEET part 3


   Lured to earth metamorphic-

 ly. Sticky and sweet, raw some-

  times sun sometimes shaman,

  strong grounding vibrant force.

  Golden Feet, you've got incre-

   dible teeth. Can I touch your

     body, groom out pests and 

     ugly things for another life-

   time? Will you return to the

     sea and docks, take after 

      cousins? Wood and bone

    inspired by your courage

    alone in light and shadows

   to observe quietly, resting.

    Inlaid and painted to last 

   another century and a half.

   I need your wild medicine,

   Golden Feet in my dreams

   with huckleberry, salmon

    from the ancient stories.

   Can I know your secrets,

  would you willingly, friend

 of fen and forest, honey paw,

  effigy shining in front of me?




-----------------------
GOLDEN FEET part 4

E51 intention of bone 







E51 intention of bone 


Wide cheek bones    Breathe exhale
predatory teeth      empty the belly
brain cavity lower     find calm from
no sagittal crest        today's afflictions
significantly round     do sun salutations
nose hole larger      float in water

Could I request my body   Come near
burn in a seated position        nearer
sent to sea on a homemade    expansion
raft please not frozen then in    transfigure
glass as an example flesh     destruction
beetles work nor 3rd grade    discover
science experiment inflating      unknown
pieces of lung maybe it was      realms of
not a curable disease they      imagination
visit sinister or shy place    comprehend
the horrors of mass      skulls found
extinction human violence   E51 is what
flesh is gone eaten by    one man not

several animals   on the beach
ignore and deny    Frantz Fanon
not of core belief       dissonance
do not listen    bone intention
bone chewed    licked bone
action     of heady 
  
ash    feeds tomorrow
--------------------

Part 1: Monarch the grizzly who was the model for the California flag.
The photo of the grizzly is Monarch.

Part 2 photo of painting from natural sciences gallery of Oakland Museum of California http://www.museumca.org

Part 3 photo of skull from California Academy of Sciences


Part 4 photo of bear effigy from de Young Museum

He came dancing across the water



 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Vivid Dancer, Argia vivida
 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
illustration by Liam O'Brien, for Presidio NPS publication/poster below


Kingdom:  Animalia (Animals)
Phylum:  Arthropoda (Arthropods)
Subphylum:  Hexapoda (Hexapods)
Class:  Insecta (Insects)
Order:  Odonata (Dragonflies and Damselflies)
Suborder:  Zygoptera (Damselflies)
Family:  Coenagrionidae (Narrow-winged Damselflies)
Genus:  Argia (Dancers)
Species:  vivida (Vivid Dancer)



He came dancing across the water

all the heavy things

elegy for Michelle Marriott

     singing voice ekphrastic
     Matilda's   Miss  Honey
     lovely   teacher   strong
     enough       to        carry 
     all   the    heavy   things
     sweet   feminine   flower
     tu      nous       manques*
     you     me     your    dog
     impromptu            cabin
     sugar       pine       forest 
     giant     cones      glisten
     fire      road     to      San
     Antonio                   Falls 
     the        highest      peak
     above     Los      Angeles
     near    San    Bernardino
     together       reminiscing
     how       you     charmed
     the   horse   stable   men 
     and   we   all   benefitted 
     La    Bamba    serenades
     under third floor windows
     fresh three am croissants
     Aix-en-Provence      now
     afternoon     of      granite
     quartz     igneous      rock
     San   Gabriel   Mountains
     runs    river    cool   water
     the  end  of  last  summer
     magic  in  found  feathers 
     columbine's   bitter  seed
     eagle   claw    valley  heat
     dead  opossum   at  shed
     mort          trop         jeune
     lime    tree    after   chemo
     doctors     foretell     death 
     scary     childhood     story
     (they  didn't  believe  you!!)
     singing   voice   ekphrastic
     Matilda's     Miss      Honey
     teacher      brave     enough
     to     fight     the    creatures 
     sweet      feminine     flower
     tu         nous        manques*



*we miss you



FYI a couple lines above are borrowed lyrics of Miss Honey's song from Matilda the Musical (based on book by Roald Dahl) - you can find the song here at end of remix (Tony Awards 2013) http://youtu.be/A06-8IWjFSE


photo: Aquilegia formosa at San Antonio Falls/Mt. Baldy CA 8/31/13

bioblitz haiku



Sunday over one
thousand taxa to upload 
then tomcat clover.  


photo: Trifolium willdenovii 
5/4/14 Rocky Outcrop SF


LANDSCAPE STUDY #3: Cuyama Valley

  
LANDSCAPE STUDY #3

Cuyama valley       around fire stories      rehydrate noodles    woodrat cottontail
of high desert          African snakes            corvids watch          prints in the wash
  a river basin     leopards snowy owls    rodents lizards leave    trailing's intuitive
coyote crosses      fungi and clever       old homestead bones   track gait scat
north of bobcat      ground squirrel is         Carrizo Plain’s          of juniper berry
both head east         not easy at all           herd of antelope         at shot-up tree
 too we depart     to get back to camp     circle tracks long        instant oatmeal
Chumash land      Los Padres Forest        ago pass bonus      good conversation
 after following     steep terrain boulder     under the bridge      Saturday morning
   coyote pair         flying yucca thorns     8 or 9 track studies
 remark space      startle second time     turtle feet and tail     arrive Nettle Springs
   scratch pee          a buck the group      note small species       manzanita yerba
snares are down     trails west of bad-      dozens of books       santa pinyon pines
  snow stays til 12      lands fresh leads        of mammals          Apache Canyon Rd
balls of snow ensue   several we follow      for much of night    off CA State Hwy 33
early goodbye of 2     to ridge overlook       the rain insists        and 166 of oil fields
wake up to snow            freezing cold            we get up         orchard bloom by I-5
Tuesday morning     Monday morning     Sunday morning        drive Friday evening
Meghan Walla-Murphy and all 12 of us on 3/28/14 to 4/1/14 together from 
Sonoma Co. & Marin, So. Africa, Santa Fe, San Francisco and East Bay